The Story of My Soul: From Past Lives to Enlightenment
The Story of My Soul: From Past Lives to Enlightenment, is available on Amazon in paperback and Kindle editions. This book was born from a quiet calling, a wish to share the insights, awakenings, and moments of grace that have unfolded along the spiritual journey I have been on since 2012.
Through what I read and wrote, the healing work I practiced, the conversations that opened new perspectives, and the deep communion with my higher self, I gathered fragments of understanding that gradually wove themselves into wholeness.
What you now hold is the distilled essence of that journey; energy transformed into words after years of cleansing, integration, and inner renewal.
In recent times, I have come to feel that these realizations were not meant to remain only with me. They were meant to be shared, to reach others walking their own paths of remembrance.
May the awareness that brought healing to my heart serve as a gentle light upon yours.
For much of my life, I was devoted to releasing everything that kept me from being my true self. Along the way, I discovered that writing was not merely an act of expression, but a sacred path leading me back to my essence.
My first book, Madness Overrated, was born from a desire to understand the emotions stirred by the aggressive world order in which we all struggle to live, to explore what it feels like for an ordinary person simply trying to exist within it. As I observed a system that thrived on consuming everything that gives us life, I thought, others must find this strange, too. And so, I shared what I had written. In time, many readers told me, you’ve put into words what I’ve been feeling inside.
The feedback I received over time not only connected me with like-minded souls but also illuminated the path ahead. It reminded me that I was not alone in believing that human existence must hold a higher purpose than merely conforming to the distorted systems imposed upon us.
One reader wrote that after mental awakening, when we begin to see with striking clarity the deceptions of the physical world, the next step is spiritual awakening. He shared an article discussing the third and fifth dimensions, explaining how human consciousness attunes to different frequencies based on the vibrational state it aligns with.
That message sparked a deep curiosity within me. It helped me sense where my soul was calling me and how I might continue along my path. Writing, in turn, brought new guides into my life through the readers who reached out to me. Each, in their own way, became part of my journey and helped me move forward.
One of the pivotal steps on my path of transformation was discovering past-life regression therapy. Throughout my life, I had never felt I belonged to any organized religion or rigid belief system, yet I was always fascinated by the mystery of human existence. Questioning everything came naturally to me, and walking into the unknowns my soul was calling me toward filled me with a quiet excitement.
Reincarnation, in particular, captured my interest. I watched documentaries and read books, eager to understand more. Since childhood, one question had lingered in my mind: Why does the human soul experience what it does here on Earth? It often felt as though my soul had come into this world for one purpose, to make sense of the mystery we call life.
Since regression played such an active role in my transformation journey, I felt called to write about my spiritual awakening in light of the first set of past-life regression sessions I completed at Radianced School in 2016. The wise and caring guidance of dear Diba Ayten Yılmaz throughout these sessions has been truly precious.
Once you step onto the path of awakening, the guides who appear before you, teachers, healers, or chance encounters, each hold a unique purpose. They offer perspectives that serve your transformation from different angles, helping you see what you could not yet recognize within yourself.
In time, you come to realize that the true journey is about using the clues gathered from the outer world to turn inward, and, in doing so, to transform. Once that truth takes root, it no longer matters which method you follow, what form you choose, or under what title or role someone appears in your life. Every encounter and circumstance, within the perfection of the divine plan, ultimately serves the same purpose: to help you discover what already lives within you and to bring it into expression.
There is one phrase I once heard about regression work that has stayed with me ever since: You may or may not believe in reincarnation, but what truly matters is healing. A past-life story can be seen as a narrative your subconscious creates to guide you toward healing and the expansion of your perspective.
To me, this understanding extends far beyond regression; it applies to all healing practices along the path of evolution. Isn’t life itself shaped in a similar way? By our need to hold on to a story… by the way our experiences gain meaning as we weave them into a continuous thread. Perhaps it is the very stories we cling to, and the experiences we live in our effort to bring them to life, that draw us into the realm of duality, so that we may ultimately transcend it.
From what I have experienced and observed, in the higher frequencies beyond duality, all stories eventually dissolve. We step into an infinite expanse where freedom is not found in holding on, but in letting go.
Perhaps this is the most challenging passage in the evolution of consciousness, moving from a realm where we are conditioned to attach and cling into realms where we learn to release and flow. And this letting go includes everything we once held dear, including our stories, our traumas, and even our moments of happiness.
At this time, I find myself in a process of recognizing the stories and perceptions I have clung to so tightly and releasing them, transforming attachment into freedom. In this book, you will find me sharing the story of my soul and the evolution of my consciousness, illuminated by the past-life work I undertook during a particular chapter of my life.
With the wish that these words may contribute to our collective journey of spiritual awakening, healing, and evolution…
Love,
Esra